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Name: Jershon
Birthdate: 06-12-1991
Gender: Male
Height: 178cm
Age: 19
Eyes: Dark brown
Hair: Blond-streaked-Black
Star Sign: Sagittarius
Obsession: PC
Personality: Dynamic
Instrument: E.Guitar
Loves: Everything
Hates: Anything
Relationship Status: Single
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||The Flaming Frost||
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_I AM SAGIDEC_


Wednesday, 17 November 2010

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Im in a dilemna now, not knowning what should I excel in.. So many things i want to do, so little time to get.. worse of all.. im Lazy.. ==

I want to get good grades, i want to excercise more, i want to train my swimming, i want to be a pro in games, i want to be an expert musician, i want to sing splendidly... But theres no time.. and im LAZY!!!

Ahh.. this is shitty seriously.. Last week Shaa talked to me on9 for the 1st time in a long while. She brought a splendid opportunity along with her.. alas.. i couldnt make it.. rather i could.. but i guess it wasnt God's will..

Went to alumni dinner last friday... I dunno what more to say... I just dont keep track of daily things and events anymore. Its kind of like... in the past when life was passing by slower i captured and remembered even the very minute events.. Now.. everything seems to be rushing by.. and i have no time to even glance at the scenaries.. ahh.. what is my life turning into..

So many opinions from others... I claim i dont care.. but to be truthful, i react like a fly to a honey trap.. people can lure me into different emotions so easily.. am i that weak rooted? I dunno... I dont think i want to know either.. i just feel lethargic most of the time.. some times i get the feeling of being alive.. but it never lasts.. i keep feeling undead.. What has my world become..

Priorities are in a mess.. I have no concentration, no will power.. I say i want but I dont want to work for it.. why am I like that? I dont know.. i try to make myself move honestly i do.. But.. wth.. its like a kickstart and i move 2 inches and die down again.. ARGHHH!! If this keeps up.. i might turn insane.. or at the least depressed.. seriously.. this isnt me. Is there nothing that can wake me up for good? Something that doesnt have any bad side effects? Oh man... Oh God...

OUT~!

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